Now // h.s fanfic

Prologue

“You better kill me now or I’ll get you in so much trouble.” Harry said as he brought the gun on my hand to his forehead. “Do it. Imagine you shoot me with a water gun you used to play instead of the real ones.” I couldn’t say anything but cry. That was a stupid imagine.

“Harry. I can’t.” I said between my sobs. There was no way in hell I’d kill him, or even hurt him. I’d rather kill myself than see Harry dying because of myself.

He squeezed my hands and kissed my forehead. His lips was so soft, I wanted to kiss him so badly.

A sigh escaped from his mouth. “Marissa, you just make this harder on both of us. Just kill me now, and you’re safe. You decide now, please.” He pleaded with that smile plastered on his face. I missed kissing that cheek, also his lips.

I took a deep breath before telling Harry what I was going to do.

“I know that today will come sooner or later when I met you for the first time. I know, that kill you will make everything better but me. If I kill you, the only thing I’m going to do for the rest of my life is blaming myself. And I’ll end up feeling guilty and deciding jump off a nearby cliff or bridge. I’d rather ki-” All of a sudden all I felt was a kiss. Not the passionate ones, but the soft ones which was my favourite.

He broke our kiss. I’ve never had enough of kissing him, his lips was so tempting to be ingnored when you stared at it.

“You got one point, Riss. And that was, you loved me.” He said confidently. Harry smiled cheekily and showed off his dimples. “You do know this will work. The mess we made will be forgotten, and you can continue your life safely.” He kissed me again right on the lips. I couldn’t help but let the tears stream down my face.

I forced a smile and brought the gun to my forehead, the tears kept streaming down my face even though I tried to stop it. I didn’t want to look weak in front of Harry for the last time. “I can’t continue my life without you, Harry. My life is nothing, but yours is quite precious. For everything I’ve done and I haven’t done yet, I love you Harry. Not in the most ways, but in every possible ways love can come. I love you in so many ways Harry.”

After that, all I did was pulling the trigger and shot myself. I felt so much pain in my head, even I could feel the blood poured my face. I could see Harry’s face for a while, not so sure what did it mean. But, after that, everything was led to darkness.

“You better kill me now or I’ll get you in so much trouble.” Harry said as he brought the gun on my hand to his forehead. “Do it. Imagine you shoot me with a water gun you used to play instead of the real ones.” I couldn’t say anything but cry. That was a stupid imagine.

“Harry. I can’t.” I said between my sobs. There was no way in hell I’d kill him, or even hurt him. I’d rather kill myself than see Harry dying because of myself.

He squeezed my hands and kissed my forehead. His lips was so soft, I wanted to kiss him so badly.

A sigh escaped from his mouth. “Marissa, you just make this harder on both of us. Just kill me now, and you’re safe. You decide now, please.” He pleaded with that m,smile plastered on his face. I missed kissing that cheek, also his lips.

I took a deep breath before telling Harry what I was going to do.

“I know that today will come sooner or later when I met you for the first time. I know, that kill you will make everything better but me. If I kill you, the only thing I’m going to do for the rest of my life is blaming myself. And I’ll end up feeling guilty and deciding jump off a nearby cliff or bridge. I’d rather ki-” All of a sudden all I felt was a kiss. Not the passionate ones, but the soft ones which was my favourite.

He broke our kiss. I’ve never had enough of kissing him, his lips was so tempting to be ingnored when you stared at it.

“You got one point, Riss. And that was, you loved me.” He said confidently. Harry smiled cheekily and showed off his dimples. “You do know this will work. The mess we made will be forgotten, and you can continue your life safely.” He kissed me again right on the lips. I couldn’t help but let the tears stream down my face.

I forced a smile and brought the gun to my forehead, the tears kept streaming down my face even though I tried to stop it. I didn’t want to look weak in front of Harry for the last time. “I can’t continue my life without you, Harry. My life is nothing, but yours is quite precious. For everything I’ve done and I haven’t done yet, I love you Harry. Not in the most ways, but in every possible ways love can come. I love you in so many ways Harry.”

After that, all I did was pulling the trigger and shot myself. I felt so much pain in my head, even I could feel the blood poured my face. I could see Harry’s face for a while, not so sure what did it mean. But, after that, my sight was led to darkness.